I set out to start Watch Me Create to give artists an opportunity to document right out here in the open how their creative process works. The first objective was to challenge them to design new designs and show the steps it takes to get to a finished design that they were happy with. The second objective was to show people what it takes.
People don’t realize what it takes to make designs. Whether they be planned out on paper ahead of time or if they appear as we work. Regardless, there is some form of thought process that goes on before, during and after if we feel we’re not quite there yet.
I’m working on getting some of my other blogs cleaned up (stuff transferred to the right places) and I came across a post about my creative process. This is from 2006. Since it’s been kind of quiet here, I thought I’d re-post portions and then continue on in a later post about where I am now. So here goes…
August 22, 2006
It’s interesting to me to watch the creative process in myself. It’s only been recently that I’ve felt a creative process going on. Up until now it has been a very conscious attempt at designing and combining colors and techniques. It has felt mechanical and dry most times. That doesn’t mean that I haven’t been happy with some of the outcomes but, while I’ve enjoyed the process and the materials, I haven’t felt totally free.
If you are an artist, craftsperson, hobbyiest, whatever you want to call it…think about those other creative types that you see just letting go. Just playing. Creating. Expressing. Whether they be bold statements like a Jackson Pollack or more subdued but still free form.
I don’t know about you, but I long for that state where I can just sit down with my art and be. Let come out whatever is there to come out. That is where I’ve felt myself being led.
Enter the next step in my own creative process. First let me say that for me, this new found freedom would not have been possible if I wouldn’t have learned the basics, built a strong foundation and spent years practicing…trying new things, exploring processes and materials and really learning all I could about glass, color, equipment, tools, components and the industry overall. There is so much more to learn it boggles my mind.
Kate Drew-Wilkinson once told me that it was important to know the history of beads. I don’t think I’ve done well in that department (yet) but I have a good start and I can see the importance now. Because I spent the time researching, learning and practicing, I can now relax and not have to think as much when I sit down to work. I don’t have to design as much anymore (at least not right now), the glass does take on a life of it’s own and tells me where it wants to go and what it wants to go with. Sometimes I don’t want to listen, have a conflict with what I think I should be doing, but make myself listen to the call rather than my brain and am always blessed for persevering that way. Ok, sounds hokey, but it’s clear when it’s going on. What else is there to do when you’re sitting alone at a torch all day but argue and struggle with the voices in your head?
For me, the creative process has taken on an organic, nature inspired life of its own. That is funny to me because I never understood people inspired by nature. Another lesson in never saying never. I’m not saying I set out to create a nature piece, but it just seems that that is what I end up with…and it makes sense to me. Nature is perfect, imperfect, ordered and chaotic all at the same time. That is how my beads end up feeling.
Yikes, I’m not being very clear here today…maybe it’s not easy to explain a personal creative process…maybe that’s why artists have such a hard time explaining their work when there really aren’t any words. Now I understand better the paintings that remain with the title, “Untitled”. Whew.